It’s been a week full of ups and downs for me.
Well, to be honest, mostly downs.
Let’s just say – without going into the minutia and details that I will likely go into one day (in a whole other blog post) – I am back to doing some serious soul searching about where I need to be when it comes to where I want to live and what career path I want to take (or whether I want to stay on this one…)
Anyway – that’s all been playing into my realm of life – and making things much more stressful than what I really want things to be. I wanted to be able to easily transition out of my part-time job into a way of life where I can focus on me more and more.
And I guess with the events that happened this week, I REALLY have to do that now. Because I can’t stay in “this place” forever.
And “this place” means so many things to me right now…
- My lifestyle
- My eating habits
- My working out
- My current job
- My hometown
So I’m looking.
For a dream.
For an inspiration.
For ME.
After all, I did say that 2012 was going to be about finding myself back.
However, at the moment, I’m not sure how I’m feeling about that “resolution”.
As a side note – for the friends that are in the Mamavation community I’m part of… as part of this effort to find “me” back, I *finally* got real with Weight Watchers (for the most part) and tried a little. And with this “trying” came a loss of 2.4 pounds in the last 2 weeks. I have to honestly say that I was surprised… but elated at the same time.
Now only 90 pounds to go.
And a whole lot more writing to do.
Because I need feedback. And (I think) help finding my dreams again.
Congrats on getting out their to WW and on the weight loss.
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