Today I started reading the Bible in 90 days. I’ll admit it, it’s not as easy as I thought day one was going to be — especially since I had done this (albeit short) part of the journey before. I thought it would be a quick 45 minutes of reading followed by breakfast.
That’s not what it was like at all.
I seemingly struggled through every word, every phrase, simply trying to read. But instead every minute or so, I became distracted with other things… not the things around me, but rather thoughts in my head. Thoughts that were crazy and totally unrelated to the reading… thoughts of who “The Nephililium” were (Gen 6:4) and why I had never heard of them before… thoughts of Nimrod taking over the known world and what that must have been like (Gen 10:8-12)… thoughts of being able to watch birds of prey trying to get the carcasses that Abram had just laid out – and Abram driving them away (Gen 15:11).
I know today is the first of many days ahead that I will be distracted by the things in life. But I am going to be much more diligent in my prayers that God calm my thoughts and allow His word to penetrate deep within me.
Just about a year ago I had started this journey, and made it into Leviticus or Numbers before “throwing in the towel.” I’m going to make it the whole way this time. I’m going to rely on my mentors help and direction… I’m going to check in each week with Amy at Mom’s Toolbox… I will support from friends (like you) that I’ve “met” on twitter or from reading your blogs (and in turn, I will support and pray for each of you!)… and I’m going to pray that God show me himself in new ways. I’m going to try to blog about some of what I’ve learned, either about myself or new things God is showing me within His word… but I can’t promise that they’ll be regular. Although maybe I’ll surprise myself. 
I’m off now for the weekly check-in with Amy @ Mom’s Toolbox — once you’ve completed the reading, don’t forget to do that!! And if you are still contemplating the idea of signing up, there’s still time. Go check out this information and prayerfully consider it. I’m sure you won’t be disappointed.
Even through the struggles that I went through today, I was blessed in remembering stories that I had not read in a year. I was blessed in remembering that God will provide when he makes promises. And I am blessed in knowing that there are 300+ individuals reading the same passages that I am daily… and that are praying for me to continue through this journey as well.
How did the first day go for you? Are you struggling already like me?
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